Wednesday, April 30, 2008

after talking to jian ming on the phone yesterday, feel much better. i also knew what am i lacking to be a leader, character and attitude. i must stop emo-ing! so today i was 80% back, 20% emo because i am fasting, those who know me well will know that i can't be happy without food. 10 more mins to break fast! not breakfast, is break fast. even sometimes i will still think of that stupid thing, but i never show it out! i must learn how to keep all the sorrow to myself and lift them to God. yesterday when i was reading my bible, (going to finish the book of Matthew..) one verse just hit me. MATTHEW 21:22 And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive. such a powerful verse, we can't just pray, we must have faith to believe that God will answer our prayer, and He is answering to our prayer. FAITH!! by faith, we can overcome the world. i had decided to fast on every wednesday, to build my inner man. i reach home quite early today, so hungry until i feel like fainting. i turn on my favourite worship song "heart of worship" and dwelt in the presence of God, i felt it. it was good and it help me overcome the temptation. Lord, eventhough my flesh might be weak, but my spirit is strong, with You in my heart, all things are possible. i love worshiping God, it just make me feel better. today had a nice chat with ock during SS. he is awesome, he just grow so much and i can't even believe my own eyes. all thanks to God, who change people's life. eventhough this period of time i am very emo, but i learn alot. just want to say thanks to some people who show concern to me during this period of time.

to lala:
thanks for hearing all my stupid problems, thanks for your concern and care for me, thanks for letting me feel that there are someone who i can rely on, thanks alot, really! you always make me feel better! =)
to peiwei:
thanks for the cute picture you draw for me, eventhough i think i look better than him, thanks for the concern given by you! thanks!
to ock:
thanks for your concern that day, i feel better already. thanks for opening your heart to God and let Him change your life. i am so proud of you.
to debbie:
thanks for your concern this few days, thanks for all your stupid stories, thanks for praying for my guitar! thanks!
to eric:
thanks for your joke this few days, thanks for your concern. and i did not smoke or drink! =)
to carey:
i was shock when i receive your message that day, thanks for your concern. thanks for always talk to me whenever you see that i am alone. eventhough we are from different church. but we are all serving God! let's grow together.
to kavin:
thanks for entertain me these few days, we like to suan each other, but it's fun! thanks man!
and of course, to jian ming:
thanks for chatting with me yesterday, i really learn alot from you. thanks for always disciple me and let me follow you, it's such a privilege to serve God under you. there are still many things for me to learn before i can rise up in B1, keep discipling me! thanks jian ming!

feel that i should read my bible before i break fast. i love my bible! anyway, XINCHI IS BACK!


PS: COME TO RED RAIN CONCERT 2008!

6:47 PM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

today is just a very normal school day, as usual, fall asleep in class many times. even though i still cannot get over the problems in my life, but thanks to those people who concern me yesterday. thanks lala for listening to all my feelings, thanks debbie for telling me all the stupid jokes, thanks peiwei for your concern and the picture, thanks carey for your message, thanks ock for your concern and care for me. i know that i am thinking too much, but i just cannot stop thinking about it. i felt that the old xinchi is coming back, and i don't want it to happen. i tried my best to involve into other people, but i just can't... and that stupid feeling and thoughts are still in my mind, i just can't get over it. i will try my best to come back. red rain concert is coming, and i have lots of things waiting for me to do, but i will settle it on myself, using my own strength. it's easier and faster. just leave me alone for these few days, i don't feel like talking. just feel tired of everything, maybe i should really stop thinking of something. the thoughts in my mind really irritated me alot. who should i reply on? once again, thanks for all the concern.


PS: COME TO RED RAIN CONCERT 2008!

4:12 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008

today is a bad day, even though nothing horrible happen to me, but i am just in a bad mood, very bad mood. the problems that trouble me these few days is still there, maybe that is the reason why i am in a bad mood? i don't know.. God spoke to me yesterday, just one short sentence, but it speaks into my heart. "you are not alone." i am not alone, God is with me at all times. after these few days, i came out with a plan, i am gonna to settle things on my own. i will depend on my own, and God. that's all. God is the only one, who will listen to all my stories, and always be there for me whenever i am lonely. who will care for me? who will notice that i am down? who will always console me and accompny me when i am depressed? who can i reply on? only God, just God. nobody else. what am i doing? i don't know.. really.. now, everything just make me sad, only church make me happy. hoGc is my only home, and the only place where i can have joy. sorry if i ignore any of you today. and thank you for the concern from some people. just leave me alone. i am fine. leave me alone.

6:05 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

today, wake up at 9am to put some new psp games into my psp, it had been a very long time since i put new games inside. then prepare to go clementi and meet lala to study together, she is late again! haha.. lala look very horrible today, when i saw her at clementi, i knew that something is wrong, so i ask her if she is ok. oh no! lala is sick! get well soon lala! i will be praying for you. while we are on the way to church, lala was revising her chinese, and i was reading my bible. and God put a verse into my heart. MATTHEW 19:26 But Jesus looked at them and said to them, "With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." this verse hit my heart, i am having lots of problems nowadays, why i didn't have the faith that God is going to put miracle into my life? where is my faith? yes, truely, with God all things are possible. and with faith, we can overcome this world. i need to increase in faith. when you are faithful to small things, God will trust you in bigger things. back to the story, when we reach paya lebar, lala look like she is going to faint. so we walk to church quickly and sit at the alfresco. i told lala to sleep for a while, and i continue to do my maths homework. after peiwei they all came up, we joke around for a while, and get down to sit for service. today's service is amazing, after worshiping God, Pastor How told us this. we cannot just walk into the presence of God, we need to carry it. i want to carry the presence of God, i want to feel it at all times. i love the presence of God, it make me feel warm and i feel a peace in my heart. God is amazing, i love the worship song today. "everyday, i draw closer to you Lord, i long to see Your face, and hide in Your embrace." i love this part, we need to grow in God everyday, we must worship Him everyday. i love Him. then Pastor How continue to share about SOWING RELEASES THE MIRACLES OF GOD. we must be a sower! i love what Pastor told us, "if you want something which you never had before, you must do something which you never done before." we need to have faith in God. if you want happiness, give happiness. if you want money, give money. if you want love, give love. this reminds me of what Pastor shared a few months ago. only when you give love, you receive love, and when you receive love, you give love. that is love. whatever you want, sow it! and in the end, lala! get well soon! =)


PS: COME TO RED RAIN CONCERT 2008!

11:29 PM

1:00 AM

some photos about final fantasy VII. a must-play-game for psp!

12:27 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

today went to o school for b-boy open course, everything is bad, everything. some of the moves that KH taught us a few weeks ago, i am still struggling with them. such as swipe and air-freeze, and i will be having my b-boy open course audition in two weeks time, what should i do? it will really be very embarrassing if i am still doing b-boy intro course moves in open course's audition. still the same set of moves? some simple top rock, then go to six step, three step then chair, baby-freeze and shoulder-freeze? it will not work, at least i must learn how to do air-freeze! ok, enough of breaking... today watch the ending of final fantasy VII(if i'm not wrong), it is a very famous psp game. the graphic is really good. i love then last sentence Zack said to Cloud when he is going to die, "when you meet her, can you tell her that i became a hero?" if you know the story of final fantasy, you will be touched. before Zack die, he pass his sword to Cloud, and said to him, "you are my living legacy, take my dream, take my honor, and live..." you must watch final fantasy if you haven't. it's a nice story. somethings in my mind is still irritating me, i really cannot get over it, what should i do, God? i am going to be alright, because i am the child of God. i just cannot stop thinking about it, whenever i don't have anything to do, it just flood my brain, i am getting tired of it. i need to overcome it!

8:34 PM

nothing to do now, just wake up not long ago, later going o school for breaking lesson. last week i did not go because of combine service in church, nowadays feel abit sian about o school, all the moves KH taught us are very difficult, and some of the move i still can't do. but i will not give up! i do not know why, just feel like saying this. i am just a ordinary boy, everything in me is normal. but i know, to God i am not ordinary. to God, i am not an accident, i am not ugly, i am unique, i am accepted, valued and loved, and i have a purpose. when i wake up this morning, feeling irritated by myself, but God reminds me of what Pastor How said during easter friday. even i am just a normal boy, who live a normal and simple life, who do not really have a lot of true friends, but i know i am loved by God for who i am. nowadays very emotional, i don't know why, maybe is because i have too much free time. i want to grow, grow stronger stronger and stronger in God, that's all i want to do, and that's all i can do. mayb to other people i am nothing, but to God i am different. thank you God for everything that you had given me. you are my Lord, forever.
God, i love you, thank you for loving me and always care for me. thank you for always care for this ordinary boy who have lots of problem in his life, thank you for always bless him and answer his prayer. THANK YOU LORD.

1:47 PM

this post will just be a short post which tell you how i feel these few days. basically everything is fine, and last sunday i was touched by God strongly. last sunday is Pastor Lia's birthday's celebration, it was fun and exciting. all the shows and programmes were super funny, i love it, will tell you the details next time. at the end of the celebration, Pastor Lia told us about then story of 'heart of worship' this song is one of my favourite worship song. yes, Pastor Lia's words goes into my heart, and i will never ever forget it. we worship God because we love Him, without the music, without the lights, without the equipments, we still love God. even when the music fades, all is stripped away, and i simply come to worship You, my Lord. the heart of worship is the most important thing when we are worshiping God, no matter how good the music is,how nice the lights is, how expensive the equipments are, without the heart of worship, we will not feel the presence of God. that day, when Pastor Lia want us to pray for her mother, Pastor Ma. when Pastor Lia began to sing a chinese song, tears just flow down my eyes, and i felt it so strongly, it was God. it has been such a long time for me to feel it so strongly after easter friday. i felt so strongly that my spirit is too weak. i have been always telling my leaders like, Ivan, JianMing and ZiAng that i want to rise up, i want to be a leader. i maybe have the skill, have the heart, but what about my spirit? a few months ago, i sms Ivan and asked him what should i do to rise up as a leader, and Ivan told me this. "hahhs. first u must have availability which u have. second, u must have great attitude. you need to keep asking JianMing to disciple u so u can grow. also have a grateful attitude and giving attitude! tithe!!! thirdly annoniting, got to keep growing in God. spend time in His presence. have a solid qt. learn to recognice God's voice by always spending time w Him. read your bible. lastly, when u have it all, u will grow in abilities. don't worry about it. when u are faithful to the small things God will trust u with bigger things. u are doing very well with the new ints... keep it up... listen to jm and do all he tells u." i ask myself, did i do all these which Ivan told me to do? did i read my bible very often? did i had a solid qt everyday? the answer is no... yes, i am growing, but so what? it's not enough, it will never enough! my spirit is weak, i need to build my inner man. i will never be a leader if i don't even have the spirit. i also told JianMing about how am i going to plan my life during exam period, and its a wonderful plan. i really want to thank God for putting so many great leaders in my life. thank you Ivan for always teaching me so many things in discipleship class, thank you JianMing for teaching me so many things through follow-up and always help me when i am in trouble, thank you ZiAng fo always care for me and have fun with me. thank you B1. these days are really simple and easy, just study and study non-stop. today, which is friday, i am super free after my english paper. so i begin to start to reflect on my life, feel irritated by myself on all the stupid things i did this few weeks. i am being such a extra person here and there, i love the time when i am being alone. it make me feel good, because i am who i am, and God love me for who i am. why am i thinking so much? why am i thinking so much about my relationship with other people? i simply love God, that is all i need to do. there are many things that i must keep it in my heart, and i will lift it all to God. i love God, that's all. today i am abit emo, over many things, not very good to share it here, but i am ok now. i think through everything, i am thinking too much, i should concentrate on God. i just want to end this post with my favourite verse in the bible.
MATTHEW 6:33
Seek first then kingdom of God and all His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

1:07 AM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

BUILDING FUND
money is always a very sensitive topic 2 talk abt, haha~ bt last sunday, i learn many things abt money frm Pastor How! tt sermon is really inspiring, i can say tt i will bcm a rich man in d future.. n this also tell me this.. i nid 2 plan my life properly! nt juz in terms of d things i nid 2 do, bt oso my money! i hv 'debt'! lol, n im nt going 2 tell u who i owe money to! lol.. n i decided 2 plan my money properly, n clear all my 'debt' by nxt mth! haha~ learn alot of things through pastor how's sermon! lol~

NEW HAIRSTYLE
monday is a very slack day 4 me.. coz i dun hv anyth on aft sch~ mayb u tink its gd, bt i feel sad abt it! i want 2 do more things 4 B1 n church! nth 2 do make me feel very sian~ lol! then i went hm n slp.. then go n cut my hair.. last wk, i went 2 this salon call "cut & curl" n cut my hair.. $16 n my hair look lyk... aww~!! then i go 2 d salon tt i oways go 2 cut my hair again.. n i decided 2 cut short short. lol~ dun want 2 hv fringe le, very irritating. haha~ then cut short short le, realize my hair look lyk ROY!!! lol~ yeah~ happy! ahahahahah~ (even alot of ppl dun agree)

FLU~
tuesday.. wake up abit late, chiong 2 mrt station.. haha~ then i met zhi lu. so we went 2 sch tgt.. then when we reach bukit gombak... i realize something is wrong.. i feel lyk vomitting! oh no~ then i chiong 2 mrt station d toilet, vomit n went back hm 2 rest.. slp until 11+ then receive a call frm peiwei...

"xinchi, wat do u nid me 2 bring 4 u?" said peiwei
"english workbk lor." replied xinchi
"dun cry peiwei!" shouted lala
"?"asked xinchi
"xinchi! iris ng cut my hair!" cried peiwei

then she continue crying 4 very very long.. n i tried my best 2 console her 4 very long... then i msg her n ask her whether she is ok anot~ haha~ finally she is ok le... gd gd.. lucky got lala they all there.. haha~ then went 2 clementi 2 play soccer wif jian ming they all.. quite fun! haha~ then i oso realize tt i nid 2 train my bball le.. lol! really deprove alot~ zi ang keep laughing at me! i will train back my skill!! ok~ lol! then ate botak jone's wif them, d food is really nice! lol! i love clementi! haha~

WEDNESDAY
slp at hm until 2.. nv go sch bcz i scared i hv fever.. then chat wif alot of ppl on msn lyk peiwei n samantha. haha~ n samantha teach me maths in msn 4 very long.. haha~ thx samantha!!! (even though i didnt understand much) haha~ then did alot of stuff lyk doing my hw! yeah~ finally.. then the devil started his stupid n evil plan. my mother's fren, who live in d same hse as me, tok 2 me abt y i keep going church.. n seriously... its crap! bt i cant say anyth bcz i scared tt i offended him.. then juz listen n listen.. juz lyk wat jian ming said, when u r growing strong in God, devil will put problems in ur life. n now is d problem, bt im nt afraid! coz i noe tt God is stronger than everyth! so i try 2 change d topic n went out.. haha~

PRAYER WARRIORS!
thursday went 2 sch.. slack 4 d whole day. fail 2 subjects, n went 2 church aft sch. saw lala, she look super down.. so i msg her n try 2 console her, n finally! she is ok now! haha~ congrate lala! dun wry abt anyth k? B1 n me will oways there 4 u! haha~ then went 2 church 2 'study', did abit of my homework, then went 2 d worship session wif jian ming. i oways love this time, i can really dwelt in d presence of God n worship Him! jian ming shared abt d story on how Joshua n his army destroy d wall of jericho, i really love this story. n i want 2 b a prayer warrior juz lyk him!! n i hv some plan 4 Team CTSS aft tt...

HEART!~
2day went 2 sch as usual, wanted 2 meet peiwei n lala at 7.15am, bt d stupid mrt is too crowded, n i cant get in2 d train. i wake up at 5.40! which is 20mins earlier then d usual time i wake up! n i still late! sry lala n peiwei~ then sch end at 10.3o, took my higher chinese test. then mit lala n peiwei again 2 take d photo which wen qi need me 2 send 2 her.. then went 2 eat lunch wif them + apple n janice. then play a very stupid game wif them n i went 2 church! haha~ 4 warriors, we hv 2 cut 1200 heartshape! n i cut it until my hand is going 2 break~ then reach hm aft tt! haha~

to be continued.....

6:32 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

THURSDAY!
went 4 CIP programme aft sch. quite fun, all my group is frm hoGc except 2 malay boys, haha! then i keep saying "B1, lets go!" haha~ so funny, 2 CIP very fun, we collected alot of newspaper, oso met alot of christian family, so cool! haha~ then we rush 4 CG meeting, alot of ppl came tt day. include d 5 leaders who r here 2 learn frm jian ming, there r total of 25 ppl! yeah! B1 is growing! haha~ then jian ming taught us d 5 principles of giving, which really taught me alot of things. haha~ i want 2 give alot 2 building fund 08!! yeah! go go go!

JIAN MING BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
haha~ thursday! a big day 4 B1! coz its our dearest leader, jian ming's birthday! clap clap! =) n im so excited abt it! coz im d 1 incharge of d whole thing.. haha~ n we had prepared 4 it 4 so long! d celebration start aft CG! aft d CG meeting we r preparing 4 d celebration, everybody take out d present n w8 4 jian ming 2 come back frm d debrief, me n wei ling keep looking at jian ming frm d door. so obvious!~ lol! =) then leynard come in n say tt he nid d rm 4 CG. then we shift 2 alfresco. haha~ then jian ming come n find us. we let t=him infront of the laptop so tt he can watch d video carefully, bt he thot we r playing some prank! lol! then we show him d movie! '20 things we love abt jian ming' we make a movie which include 20things we love abt jian ming, n 4 everything we love abt jian ming, we will give him a present. sweet rite? haha! this is d rundown 4 tt day, i did this rundown until 1am...
Rundown For Jianming’s Birthday Celebration 2008

20things we love about Jianming
We love jianming because he is FUNNY!
1st present of the day – pause(xinchi)
Give the joke book to jianming (chloe)
“we afraid that you will run out of jokes one day, so we bought you a joke book so that u will be funnier!”
We love jianming because he is CARING!
2nd present of the day – pause
Give the care bear to jianming (serena)
“since you are being so caring to us, we bought this care bear for you!”
We love jianming because he is OPTIMISTIC!
3rd present of the day – pause
Give the photo to Jianming (lala)
“you have always be so optimistic, and we chose a photo of you laughing! Haha!”
We love jianming because he is FASHIONABLE!
4th present of the day – pause
Give the t-shirt to jianming (po chieh/chen fei)
“since you are so fashion, we want to give you the coolest t-shirt in the world!”
We love jianming because he is ENCOURAGING!
5th present of the day – pause
Give the black notebook to jianming (xiang ling)
“you have always been encouraging us, this is what we want 2 tell you!”
We love jianming because he LOVE HIMSELF A LOT!
6th present of the day – pause
Give the board to jianming (xiao yu)
“if you don’t believe that you love yourself a lot, here are some of your photos.”
We love jianming because he is SELFLESS!
7th present of the day – pause
Give the chocolate to jianming (wei ling)
“you have always been so selfless towards us, we bought this expensive chocolate for you to enjoy!”
We love jianming because he is FIT!
8th present of the day – pause
Give the fit man to jianming (john)
“let’s compare whether your muscle is bigger or his is bigger!”
We love jianming because USHER ROCKS!
9th present of the day – pause
Give the usher card to jianming (wen qi)
We love jianming because he is FIRM!
10th present of the day – pause
Give the stone to jian ming (peiwei)
“you are as firm as this stone!”
We love jianming because he is DRAMATIC!
11th present of the day – pause
Give the movie poster to jianming (eric)
“you are as dramatic as the actor in the movie!”
We love jianming because he is HEALTHY!
12th present of the day – pause
Give the panadol & plaster to jianming (tiffany)
“I never see you sick before so please don’t sick!”
We love jianming because he is a GREAT LEADER!
13th present of the day – pause
Give the trophy to jianming (xinchi)
We love jianming because he is SWEET!
14th present of the day – pause
Give the lollipop to jianming (lala)
“you are as sweet as the lollipop!”
We love jianming because he is COOL!
15th present of the day – pause
Give the mint to jianming (zi ang)
“you are as cool as the cool mint!”
We love jianming because he is RELIABLE!
16th present of the day – pause
Give the FedEx box to jianming (wei le)
“you are as reliable as FedEx!”
We love jianming because he is PASSIONATE!
17th present of the day – pause
Give the passion fruit to jianming (jia xian)
“you are as passionate as passion fruit, because it’s PASSION fruit.”
We love jianming because he is COURAGEOUS!
18th present of the day - pause
Give the lemon juice to jianming and let him choose one. (zi ang)
“since you are so courageous, then I dare you to drink the pure lemon juice.”
We love jianming because we love B1
19th present of the day
Give the CD to jianming (xinchi)
“this is the movie B1 made for you!”
“1”
“2”
“3”
Basically, we love jianming because he is jianming!
Sing happy birthday song

when i pass 2 him d trophy, he omost cry! haha! cool! then when we sing birthday song n pass him d cake, he is so touched! the whole birthday celebration is so successful! im so excited abt it! hahaha! bt its nt d end, when we reach hm. i sms every1 2 ask them 2 say 'i love u' 2 jian ming, 2 end d celebration wif our love 4 him. haha! n jian ming reply this which make me very touched.

"thanks xin chi. you really gave your best. i felt your love. you really makes me feel so touched and happy to see you changed so much. this is the best birthday gift!"

powerful rite! this really touched my heart. jian ming did so many things 4 me, i will honour him 4 d rest of my life!

REST REST REST
friday is a easy day 4 me, coz i dun hv anything 2 do, haha! =D finally can rest le. this few wks r so busy~ lol! hv a nice chat wif lala in sms n msn, lol! she grow alot! i omost chat wif her 4 d whole day, lol! then i watched 我爱黑涩会 n 模范棒棒堂. so long nv watch le, so fun. haha! n i saw 鬼鬼 in d show! lol! =) then i fall a slp.. lol! wake up le chat wif lala n peiwei. then eat alot.. then update blog n slp again! lol! rest rest rest~

SATURDAY
wake up in d morning n went 2 church 4 discipleship class, when i come out d mrt. i was shocked.. the rain super big sia! then i saw gong hua n hannah. haha~ we took a umbrella frm usher n run 2 church, bt we r still wet! so cold... saw peiwei oso, she was wet too! lol! then mit ivan 2 hv discipleship class, i love discipleship class! coz i learn alot of things frm ivan! 2day we tok abt how 2 grow in wisdom! haha~ we muz listen 2 our leaders who hv lots of widom! haha~ then eat lunch wif ivan, jian ming, lala n peiwei! so fun! haha~ then we go alfresco find wei le. look at all d kids in children church~ so cute! lol! its jay chou weekend 4 children church tt wk, wei le is very nervous bcz she nid 2 sing 倒带. lol! =) fun.. then w8 4 zi ang 2 finish his lights stuff n chiong 2 o school 4 breaking lesson. haha~ we r late~ we learnt swipe 2day. so cool! first power move in my life. nt easy! lol! bt still manage 2 get d idea of it~ then eat burger king wif zi ang n john. then reach hm. haha.

IM GROWING
i grow alot this wk, grow in responsibility n many things. bt its nt enoughm i want 2 grow more n more n more!! GROW GROW N GROW! GO XINCHI!!!!!

10:26 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

SERVICE WITH PASTOR KEVIN LOO
pastor Kevin Loo preach a powerful sermon last sunday, im really impacted by wat he said. he tok abt the journey of annoinity, the d journey is all abt obedient n willing. he told us a story abt a great man of God called Elijah who performed 7 miracles n his servant Elisha. i learnt wat it means to b faithful, we muz b faithful even when nothing seem to happen, n we nid 2 see n learn how 2 serve God, our pastors n leaders. they r some pointers 2 help us in growing strong in God.
1. build a strong inner man
which means build a strong relationship wif God
2. hang out wif Godly ppl
3. ask in obedience
listen to d men of God whom God was placed in my life!
how powerful these few things r! when we obey, the annoinity will travel 2 other ppl! n we muz learn 2 copy in a rite way! there r 2 things tt r more important thean money n wealth in our life, tt is annoinity n the wisdom of God. the success is nt measured how much u have done bt d faith you hv in ur life! n abiding in God are the keys 2 a sustain annoited journey in this life! n lastly, u may not understand everything in life, bt keep walking wif a right attitude n faith in God!!!

NEW WEEK STARTS
this wk is a very busy n a very exciting wk.. God switch my bad luck wif joy! haha~ this wk is tiring, bt im happy abt alot of things! very long nv update blog le, haha, i hv alot of things 2 say. let's go!!!

MRT BREAKDOWN
monday morning when im on d way 2 sch... while im sleeping in mrt, the mrt suddenly stop at yew ti. then they anounced tt some1 jump in2 d mrt track n died at chua chu kang.. feel so irritated abt tt, y cant ppl treasure d life tt God had given every1, n y he or she muz choose this kind of timing when every1 is rushing 2 their sch n work place =.=! waste my time... then i get down d mrt, trying 2 get a taxi 2 chiong 2 sch... 50+ ppl at d taxi stand w8ing 4 taxi, n all d taxi pass by is either 'on call' or 'busy'. then i go 2 d bus stop.. siao leh, ard 2000+ ppl there! =.= how 2 get in2 d bus. aft 1hr of struggling, i decided 2 go hm n slp. then when im waiting 4 d train 2 go hm. d train service 2 jurong east resume. lol! mayb God want me 2 go 2 sch. then i went 2 sch n reach at 9.3oam. im nt late, im nt consider as late, lol! dunno i shld say tt im lucky or unlucky!

BM!
monday aft all d boring lessons, i went 2 church wif jia xian n ock 4 BM! bt we r locked outside d white gate. lol! coz nobody is in church on monday, then we hv 2 w8 4 wei ling 2 come n open d door 4 us.. so we went 2 food court 2 slack. then i started 2 share wif them abt how God had changed my life n wat God had done 4 me. haha~ im glad tt they say they learnt something! =) then we met wei ling n went 2 church 4 BM! haha, BM is fine, me, jia xian n john is incharge of d toilet. washing toilet is fun! lol! =) then we went hm at 8+

JIAN MING BIRTHDAY PREPARETION
tuesday, i went 2 prepare 4 jianming's birthday aft sch. me n wei ling did d video n discuss abt all d present. then we hv 2 hide frm jianming. haha! it was quite fun! we hv 2 act blur infront of jianming, haha. i tink he noticed something tt day, bt he dunno tt we r making a movie 4 him. haha!

now feel very tired le, i will continue this post tmr! haha! cya!

10:10 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

this wk is a very tiring n unlucky week 4 me... alot of things happen... im really very tired n depress by all this, here r some of d things happened this wk...

UNLUCKY WEDNESDAY
wednesday super suay... wake up at 5.50am, thot can slp 4 5mins more, in d end woke up at 7am =.= ... then bath n change quickly, then rush down 2 take taxi... thot can chiong 2 sch so tt i wont b late.. bt traffic jam!!! super sian!!! i reach at 8.30am... n guess how much is my taxi fare? 30DOLLARS!!!! so exp.... so suay~ then get caught by d security 4 being late, then report 2 office... give her my ez-link card n go 4 detention in d afternoon until 4.30... bad day!

UNLUCKY SATURDAY
im on usher in prayer meeting 2day... so i chiong 2 buy a leather shoe on friday. n guess wat happen? i left my shoe at o school! n i cant find it... tt means... i lost it, n i waste 30dollars.. wif juz 10dollars in my pocket, i hv 2 survive until nxt wk.. n my mother scold me lyk siao, everyday getting scolding frm her, she nt sian meh? everyday scold scold scold.. wat did i do?

COMPLETED MY FOLLOW UP
other than this 2 unlucky days, i completed my follow up!! i completed it on wed~ so excited! at d end of my folo up, when i look back at wat i was lyk during d first folo up, i really changed alot. i really learn alot of things frm Jian Ming, i juz want 2 thank Jian Ming 4 teaching me so many things, n oso want 2 thank Zi Ang 4 always helping me n teaching me things.. thx alot!!

SOLID QUIET TIME
b4 my last folo up lesson, i went 2 cry room n worship God wif Jian Ming, Noni n Serena. the presence of God is really very strong! we sing 'here i am to worship', nowadays love this song alot. haha~ Jian Ming show me wat is call a solid quiet time, worshiping God wif Jian Ming is totally diff frm my quiet time. n wat Jian Ming told me n Serena oso impacted my heart. i will build up my spiritual man! n i will prevent problems frm happening!

BACK TO 369
friday, i played bball wif Lala, Peiwei, Kavin, Chen fei, John, Andrew, Zi ang, Jian ming n Ivan.. so long nv touch bball le, really deprove alot... haiz~ no time 2 train... i dunno tt Ivan is so gd in bball 1 leh, haha~ he really very gd.. Lala play bball very funny, laf non stop... lol! oways smile atk ppl~ lol! muz train my bball skill le.. if nt really no face 2 play bball in 369 anymore le...

DISIPLESHIP CLASS & PRAYER MEETING
sat, as usual i went 4 Ivan's disipleship class! haha~ learnt frm Ivan how 2 b a real leader in hoGc.. its nt easy, dependable n reliable is d most important thing 4 a leader. i will grow even more!! yeah~ prayer meeting! im doing usher.. haha~ this time nv make mistake on my attire.. finally~ lol! its super fun 2day, if i nv lost my shoe...

IN ALL
in d end of this post, i juz feel tt even i had alot of things happening in my life.. which make me realy very sad n depress. i noe tt God is oways wif me, He noe wat i am doing, b He will protect me. coz He is God! no matter wat happen, i will rmb MATTHEW 6:33.. God will pull me through frm all this. i hv faith. faith is important, wifout faith, we cant grow. i will oways rmb wat Ivan said, be faithful 2 small things n God will trust u in big things!! i feel very tired now, nxt tym then say more things ba! bye bye~

10:40 PM

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