Monday, June 30, 2008
today really very sian, went to school in the morning, then the first two period is physics. miss marina was late for around 30mins, so me, ock, lala and kelvin are talking crap, hahaha! :D it was quite fun! then is maths, super boring, cannot understand what the teacher is talking about. after that is recess, peiwei didn't come to school today, jiaxian, rachel went for OBS, so only left me and ock to eat together during recess, it was quite lonely. :( after that is english, wah... a new teacher, and she is super sian! =.=... after that is maths again, then went home with carey and jun jie. today i was quite free, no outings. thursday we have a zone meeting with charleston! and we are going to get our B zone restructure plan! i am so excited! don't know who will be in my CG. :) tomorrow we are having ctss prayer meeting again! last week's prayer meeting was really cool, i hope that tomorrow will be better. haha. this days i am very confused about everything, confuse! i really don't know what to do about all those things, i just hope that God is going to show me a way. i am confused now. =.=...
8:09 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
today was really a long long day, morning have to wake up early for leaders meeting, then attended zone F service, then is service prayer meeting, after that is saturday service! but today was really fun, because i learnt alot! i learnt more about integration during leaders meeting, super cool! haha :) during zone F service, Lynette share about how to make noise in school, and she said that saying grace before eating is one of the ways to let other people notice you! i think it is really cool, because clementi town revival started because i said grace before eating! just a small thing that we usually do everyday can change someone's life! haha. cool! :D after that is service prayer meeting, haha! i want to be a prayer warrior! then is service with pastor josh kelsey, i must say this, he really very cool. he used one bible chapter from matthew to explain to us about many things about christianity. i am going for his service tomorrow again! nowadays i had alot of feeling about clementi town, i am going to organise everything and let my leaders know about it! haha. i am so happy that team ctss is really growing, more than that, B1 is also having a break through! so many things is happening in B1, got to talk about it next time! weiling, weile and weili's testimony is really cool, and they don't look nervous at all! i felt that nowadays i really didn't have enough time to sleep, one day only can sleep for 5hours, and i am really very tired! i think maybe i should give up some of my computer time to sleep and do my homeworks, they are as high as moutain now =.= LOL. tomorrow i am on usher duty! yeah! even though i have to wake up early again, but i really love usher! feel so excited that i can serve again! haha :D i am going to give my 100%! even though i still have alot of things to say, but i am quite tired now, so good night!
1:33 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
today is a very simple day, go to school in the morning and doze off in every lesson. physics is really boring, teacher change our seat, and now sean is sitting beside me, and lala is sitting behind me. life is quite boring... after school i go meet B1 at 369 to celebrate ziang's birthday and play basketball. today my feeling quite ok, i keep on qie here qie there, haha! then after that went for staff and leaders prayer meeting, today Roy conduct the prayer meeting! LOL! :D had a little chat with melvin, i really miss him! then after that went home. today is really very simple, ordinary. keep on thinking of stupid things, be simple xinchi! arrghh... something is getting abit weird now, life is just simple, but abit weird. i also don't know what am i talking about. i am just thinking too much! be simple! haha :D simplicity!!!happy birthday brother! :)
11:12 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
All that I am is in YouAll that I seek is to follow YouI run to Your side when You callThere is the hope I am longing forJust to be by your sideThere is hope in my lifeThere is no greater freedom I’ll findSo take my lifeAnd all that I have to giveTake my worldJust inhabit all of itTake my dreamsMake me assuredly Yoursthis is the 3rd post for today. assuredly yours is the song that Roy sing during sunday service, i really love it. yes, God, assuredly, i am Yours. take my life.
10:26 PM
this few days i gone through many things, first is Pastor How's service on where is hoGc going! it is really very very powerful, it inspire me alot. now i cannot just focus on clementi town secondary school, i am not going to grow clementi town only, i will grow B1, grow B zone, grow our church! leaders! please let me help you in growing hoGc! B1 is having a break through now, i must help jianming to grow B1! haha :D sunday i had a great time talking to jianming, i known my mistake and why i am having a difficulty in my life. after talking to jianming, i renew my mind, i am going to break all the barrier infront of me and keep growing strong in God. don't ask me what did jianming told me, it is quite personal. haha! now i had a new direction in my life, and i decide to run with it. today i had a great ctss prayer meeting at billy's house, even though only 5 people are there, but i can tell you this, God is there too! we experience His presence! we just keep on praying and praying, we pray for alot of things! we pray for each other, we pray for our friends, pray for revival and many many things! we really had a great time, i also share with the clementi town people about my recent revelation, hope they can learn something through it, because i can't speak very well. haha. after so many prayer meetings recently, after talking to jianming and other things, i can feel that my inner man is growing, i must make sure he is not as skinny as me, haha! i will be a spiritual giant! one day, my spirit will be as huge as the singpost centre! hahaha! grow grow grow! i just simply love praying and worshiping, God is always there for us! God is always loving us and caring for us! i am so happy that the whole clementi town group is growing! i am a team player! :)don't ever think that you know what other people is thinking, you will never know.
10:04 PM
State 10 random facts about yourselffact1; Love Godfact2; Love Heart Of God Churchfact3; Love B1fact4; Love friendsfact5; Love basketballfact6; Love foodfact7; Love moviesfact8; Love sleepingfact9; Love prayingfact10; Love worshiping1.What is the thing that you want most?Gibson Les Paul Studio2.What is the thing you want to do most?sleep until i feel good3.If you had 1 wish, what will it be?all my friends will get save4.What are you afraid to lose most?my pastors, leaders and B15.What will you do when you're dying soon?worship Him6.Do you ever believe that your best friend will betray you?nopes7.If you met someone that you love a lot,will you confess to him/her?nopes8.What is in your mind?my homework moutian.. =.=9.What type of people do u hate the most?people who don't cherish themselves10.Will you cherish your every friendship?yea11.Do you believe in God?yea12.What will you do if you had a billion dollars?give to building fund13.What you want your friendship to be like?loving14.What is your favourite hobby?praying, worshiping, play basketball, guitar.. and many more15.What will you do if all your friends hate you?seek God for an answer16.If you feel low someday, who will u go to?alot of people.. jianming, ivan, ziang, peiwei, lala... and many more. but i always find God first17. If you had 3 wishes,what will they be?wish1; wisdomwish2; in favor with menwish3; in favor with God18.the dates you will never forget?my birthday, 6th jan19.What will you do if you had a time travel machine?i want to go back to the days when melvin is still in B1, and i will cherish the time i spend with him, and i will never backslideTag 10 People.anyone who want to do this quiz. haha
9:46 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
haha, random post! this is my dream!
GIBSON LES PAUL STUDIO
12:25 AM
Friday, June 20, 2008
before i start sharing about what happen this few days, i must blog about this! just after the leaders conference a few days ago, i was praying and praying, then i open my bible and start reading 1 samuel! God give me this verse, 1 SAMUEL 1:18 And she said, “Let your maidservant find favor in your sight.” So the woman went her way and ate, and her face was no longer sad. look at this! after she pray, her face was no longer sad! sometimes when we are facing problems in life, we must stand fast in the Lord and pray! and after we pray, we must believe that God is going to answer our prayer! so we must not be sad anymore! we must replace our sorrow with the joy of the Lord! and that means we must have faith! ok, that is my recent revelation. nowadays i can feel that my inner man is growing. i have been to 4 prayer meeting this week, and i have really praying alot alot. i believe that God heard my prayer! prayer is the most important things in my life, and i must live a prayer life! be a prayer warrior! pray pray and pray! everything is alright. :Dto peiwei & lala:keep believing in God and have faith that He is going to heal your friend! believe believe and believe! bring back the smile to your face! =)to team ctss:let us work together as a team and bring the revival to our school! 20!God, i really need your help now...
11:54 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Philippians 4:1-8
1 Therefore, my beloved and longed-for brethren, my joy and crown, so stand fast in the Lord, beloved.
2 I implore Euodia and I implore Syntyche to be of the same mind in the Lord.
3 And I urge you also, true companion, help these women who labored with me in the gospel, with Clement also, and the rest of my fellow workers, whose names are in the Book of Life.
4 Rejoice in the Lord always, Again I will say, rejoice!
5 Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand.
6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;
7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
8 Finally, brethen, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy - meditate on these things.
just now i was in a very powerful conference with jianming, he shared with us about his revelation, Philippians 4:1-7! it is really very powerful, jianming had taught us how to be a prayer warrior! prayer is really important in our walk with God, and i decided to pray stronger everyday and do what jianming told us to do. i also need to have a 4th dimension thinking, everthing is easy, believe for things to happen! nowadays keep doing the wrong things over and over again, i must change myself before i can change others! i have too much dreams, and i must give up some of them, but the most important thing is other people's dream, OTHERS, i must learn to live a other's life, think about others before thinking about myself, that is what i should do. life began to be abit mess up now, but i still must keep going on, because there are still many things that God want me to do. God, show me a way, i am confuse right now.
finally played basketball today, but i just got the chance to play 1 match, because it is raining! after that slack at coffee shop and andrew came my house to play psp together. it had been a very long time since i met andrew and play psp together, it was fun! anyway, i changed my hairstyle again, just a little bit different, haha! :D nowadays i am reading this comics call 'BECK'. it talks about how a young boy chasing after his guitar dream, it is really cool! i want to learn guitar too! haha! :D
weird things are running in my mind now, God, help me...
1:51 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
school seminar had ended! so cool, receive really alot of pastor joakim. :D CTSS is featured on sunday! how cool is that! we have our very own video, and i get to share my testimony! i must say this, i am really nervous ok? something very funny happened when i am practicing my testimony infront of brother christian, i should say, " hi church, my name is xinchi." but i was too nervous, i said, "hi xinchi, my name is xinchi." LOL! the whole admin office is laughing! but it was great, just that i speak quite fast during the first part, but overall is good! what pastor said really goes into my heart. "YOU, ARE GOING TO BE A LEADER!" wow, that is cool! so powerful, school seminar had ended with lots of jumping and dancing. and guess what? we had a new member, jingyi from sec2 get saved! so cool! i am so happy for her, i believe that God is going to change her life! after service i just simply hang out with B1, have fun together! :) i feel that i am growing to a whole new level again, but i cannot stop here, i have to grow even more, i have to expand my heart to bring revival to my school! after all these, i am going to bring CTSS into a whole new level. i had really alot of ideas for TEAM CTSS, but i have to plan first before i tell them anything, must make sure everything can work. TEAM CTSS! LETS GO!!!! today went to sentosa with B1 and some of the ushers, it is a B zone outing, anyway, keegan and furong is in B1 now, LOL! joking joking, hahahaha! have fun together! so fun, we play in the water, eat together and crap around. i believe that B1 is growing and growing! i can see B1 breakthrough 40people soon! got to pray more. tomorrow whole day free, finally can have a good sleep! yeah!God, i need a double confirmation of what You want me to do, speak to me.
11:00 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
this few weeks is just too amazing, so many things had happen. firstly, i finish the book call 4th dimension! this book is really cool and exciting, i was totally blown away. after finish reading the book, my prayer life is going to be different! it really teach me how to pray! visualize, it is most common word you will see in this book. we must keep visualizing, and it will really happen! visualize - believe - see! let me give you some examples. this week is Pastor Joakim's school seminar! and guess what, i am going to share my testimony! that had been in my mind since ignite conference! and since 2 weeks ago, i have been praying for sharing my testimony infront of Pastor Joakim! and the image of myself sharing testimony infront of him and fall under the power of Holy Spirit after he pray for me had been always in my mind! and God really make it happen, i get the chance to share testimony infront of Pastor Joakim tomorrow!!!! i will be sharing after new town's testimony and ivan's testimony, there is also a intro video about clementi town, cool right? i want to say a big big thank you to all those people who work so hard for my testimony, thank you darren, thank you leonard, thank you soo yee, thank you jianming. i will share a super powerful testimony tomorrow! i pray that my testimony is going to impact people! Pastor Joakim is just too cool, today is school seminar! i really learnt alot, we must make some serious noise! make noise in the kingdom of darkness, make noise in my own world and make noise in heaven! that is just too amazing, i already have some awesome plan to make noise in school, haha! :) these few days are really very amazing, i graduated from BMT! cool! on the last day of BMT, dominic and garrett share about the history of hoGc, so funny but yet so touching. i am going to serve my pastors and leaders forever, because they are just too amazing. next i want to talk about usher ministry! i am stuck! arrghh! i think i must really think through everything and plan my usher duty properly. i am going to be a SL! that is one of my dream. tomorrow is going to be my changing point, i realise that i am stuck in alot of things now! i must break it! i really thank God for all the people around me, peiwei, lala, weiling, weile, jianming, wenqi, xiao yu, eric, ziang, john, serena and every single one in B1. i am so glad that i am in B1, they are cool! God bless me so much, bless me with friends, bless me with a heart for Him. He had make so many miracles happen in my life, He is my God forever and ever. i go and drink something then go and prepare to sleep, see you guys tomorrow! :)anyway. happy belated birthday, hope you like my present. :D
1:58 AM
Monday, June 9, 2008
this few days i had been to a lot of powerful services, after a leaders meeting with ivan on saturday, i went to zone f service! i must tell you this, dominic is super powerful, i love his sermon on being an example to the believers in words and conduct! during the worshiping part, he even pray for me! i am going to be an example to all the people in clementi town in the way i speak and act! after zone f service is pastor che ahn's healing service, it was so cool! it is the first time that i fall under the power of God, just a simple touch by pastor che ahn, i fall under the power of the holy spirit, how cool is that? and today, BMT and pastor joakim's service. BMT start at 8am! that means i have to wake up at 5am! and guess what, i slept at 3.30am yesterday! so i only slept 1 and half hour, wenqi's morning call is so funny.wenqi: "hi xinchi! WAKE UP NOW!"xinchi: "but i just slept not long ago"wenqi: "wah? WAKE UP!"xinchi: "30minutes later then call me again..."haha! :D but i manage to wake up at 5.30am, and i am not late! BMT is cool, charleston preach about living life and integration! and dominic preach about evangelism! cool! i had learnt really alot through BMT today, and now i am confident that i can bring clementi town into a higher level! haha :) after that is pastor joakim's service! PASTOR JOAKIM! i am mad about him, he is the one who impacted me and inspired me to bring a revival to clementi town. his sermon is super powerful! you can go to peiwei's blog for more details. COOL! ok... i am quite tired now, i am still at McDonald's. LOL! going home soon~ see ya! :)
1:10 AM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
haha! guess where am i? i am at McDonald's! cool? haha! :D cannot use internet at home, so have to come McDonald's. tomorrow is leaders meeting again! exciting! today learnt guitar from leonerd, his taylor is cool! LOL. i touched it... oh my God, so cool! XD 2.7k~ i am quite high now, because everything is running smoothly, the problems is quite small. everything is easy! pastor cho's 4th dimension is cool stuff, learnt alot alot about prayer and visualization from that book! ok... do not really know what to say now, but see ya in church tomorrow! :)
12:42 AM
Friday, June 6, 2008
today slack at home for the whole day, everyone have something to do but i have none! arrghh~ very boring... yeah! my handphone is working again! so you can contact me! today spend sometime practicing the 4 basic chords, G C D EM. mids cool! hahaha! :D later going to church to learn guitar from leonerd, exciting! hahahaha~ arrghh~ nothing to do right now, everyone have something on... i am so free~ ok.. it's time for me to go out and eat something, then go church and meet leonerd. byebyee~ :)
5:58 PM
it has been quite long since i last update my blog, i didn't blog because of i am lazy. haha! ok... actually alot of things i want to share, but too long, so just talk about what happen recently. yesterday i had a leaders conference with jianming, super powerful. everything is easy! bring ctss into a higher level is easy, bring new friends is easy, integrate people is easy. EASY! have faith and believe in God! visualize believe and see! we must first visualize then believe that it will happen, have faith that it is going to be easy! nowadays i always visualize myself sharing testimony infront of Pastor Joakim! he is the one who inspired me to bring a revival in clementi town, i really want to thank him and tell him how much impact he have on me. team ctss must go up to a whole new level, i will plan for it! learnt guitar from melvin today, super fun! haha! :) and i watch narnia with jianming, john, peiwei and F3 after that, the show is nice! anyway, my handphone is dead! didn't pay my bill, so they cut off my line, do not worry, will revive this week! haha! ok.. i am quite busy rite now. bye byeee~~~ :Danyway, i changed my blogskin! cool right! wahahahahhahahaha~ XD
1:52 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
i am back from the secondary school camp in church, it is fun! i am team 1's IC assistant, but most of the time my team IC is not around, so i became the team IC of team 1. our team is cool stuff, we are teamo supremo! met alot of new friends and had fun with them through out all the activities. eventhough our team didn't win in the end, but we still enjoy the camp! now let me talk about Pastor Tan's service on friday night, you know what? i am totally blown away by him. his teaching really goes into my heart, i learnt so much from him. at the end of his sermon, he gather all the CGLs to go infront and he want to pray for them, as a usher, i have to go infront to help out too! the whole church start praying and worshiping God with Pastor Tan, even i am not the one who was being touched by Pastor Tan, but the presence of God is so strong that i almost fall under the power of God. i cannot stop crying, i was not just simply tearing, i was crying. my whole heart cried out to Jesus, my Lord and Saviour. my whole body is shaking, the presence of God is so strong that night, so strong. eventhough i enjoy the whole service alot, but our usher team didn't do a great job, we really made alot of crap work. i learnt alot through all the mistakes, i believe that my next duty will be different. i will see things at a SL's level, do things at a SL's level. saturday morning is Zone F service, Dominic preach such a great sermon on how youth can be a leader. JOEL 2:28 Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions. from this bible verse, we know that young men like us see visions, and if leaders are the ones who lead their people with a vision, that means we need young people to be our leaders! and i also learnt a very power verse, 1 TIMOTHY 4:12 Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirite, in faith, in purity. what a powerful verse, do not despise youths! this shows me how youths, and not just adults can also serve God! after that we go down and eat food court, then weiling, weile, wenqi and her students went back church for adults service with Pastor Lia. she talk about significance! every human-beings want people to remember them, and most of the people try to be successful so that people will remember him, but, one day, someone will be able to break your record and be more successful than you. if we want people to remember us, we must be significant! being significant means we must be a blessing to other people. the measure of a life, after all, is not its duration, but its donation. it is not about how long we live, it is how we live. ECCLESIASTES 3:11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts. God had put a eternity in every man's heart, we should use our life to bless others. went to eat with B1 after service, i love B1, really. then back home at around 12. abit irritated by some people, and jian ming show me another verse which is PHILIPPIANS 4:19 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. PRAYER is important, we must seek the kingdom of God at all times! AMEN!
1:28 AM
