i am here to blog again! miss me? haha! just want to talk abit about my life. today was not a very good day for me, because my hair was being caught by the school, and the stupid barber cut it. it really look stupid, and i have slope at the back. AH! i am very sad about it. after school went to AMK to watch movie with B10. Batman - The Dark Knight! it is a really very cool movie! and i really love the joker in the movie! "WHY SO SERIOUS?" haha. so cool!i admit that he is abit "disgusting", but trust me, he is cool. Heath Ledger is such a professional actor, i read a article that talks about him. as he want to act out the character - joker perfectly, he lock himself in the hotel room for 3months, without going out, and he did not sleep for whole 3months. he look into the heart of a clown and try to imitate the joker in whatever things he do. he lock himself up in the room for 3months without sleeping, just to make himself mad, just like the joker. and he did not disappoint us, the joker is perfect. if you really look inside this character, you will think that Heath Ledger is such a good actor. but the sad thing is, he died after he complete the movie, that is wasted. everybody! go and watch this movie! THE DARK KNIGHT! haha! :)
10:20 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
hello! i am here to update my blog! haha :) my blog is still alive. i did not go to school today because i was sick, really! when i woke up this morning, my throat is burning! ah~ so i did not go to school. when i wake up, it was already 2.30pm. so i went to supermarket to buy vegetables, tofu, fruits and drinks. i am on daniel fast! cannot eat meat or rice for 1 whole week, it is ok, i am not hungry. >.<>
it look nice right? it is delicious, believe me! hahaha~ jianming, peiwei, janise, ock and me went to jiaxian house yesterday, had fun there. i fall asleep halfway when i am resting on his bed, LOL. last week's Acadamic Excellence inspired me to study, i am serious! i had decided to follow the study rule and study 15hours everyweek, i will not pon school anymore, i will not sleep during lesson anymore and i will do my homework! i am serious! from now onwards, you will not be able to see me sleep during lesson! hahaha! i think i must start to do workplan everyweek, so that i am able to plan my life. life is simple, but during this simple life, we also must have a strong relationship with God. i think quiet time is really important, no matter how tired i am, i will still do my quiet time everyday, if there is somebody at home, i will go to the carpark near by to pray. reading bible is also very important, because God often speak to us through the bible. we must know how to live life! haha. doing quiet time, reading bible is all about being faithful. today i just want to talk abit about being faithful. faith and faithful is two different thing. in the dictionary, faithful means strict or thorough in the performance of duty. firstly, our God is faithful! let us look at the bible
Deuteronomy 7:9 “Therefore know that the LORD your God, He is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and mercy for a thousand generations with those who love Him and keep His commandments;
throughout the bible, there are 130verse that talk about being faithful.
Matthew 25:21 His lord said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant; you were faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord.’
Luke 16:10 He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much.
Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
therefore, let us be faithful to every single thing in our life! i will end this post with what Ivan told me long time ago. haha
when you are faithful to the small things, God will trust you in big things. :)
5:59 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
hello guys! my last post is on 7th july, and now is 17th july. haha, i am so sorry, i was busying with alot of things. i am here to update my blog! haha :) i just want to share about the importance of prayer. recently, i have been praying alot, i went to many prayer meetings, and i have prayer conference with weile everyday. praying really help me grow alot, i used to be someone who only can pray for 30minutes, then i will started to feel tired, and begin to pray softly. but after so many prayer meetings and prayer conference, i can now pray loud and pray long. during my 4th prayer conference with weile, when we finish praying, i look at the time, wow! we prayed for 50minutes! and both of us did not feel tired at all! and during today's staff and leaders prayer meeting, i prayed for 1hour! that is really amazing, because normally during the staff and leaders prayer meeting, i always feel very tired. but today is different, i prayed for 1hour, and after i pray, i can feel the energy coming in my body, that was so cool! God also being to put revelation in my heart, i also grow in wisdom! there are many verses in the bible that tell us the importance of prayer, here are some of the example.
MATTHEW 7:7 Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.
MATTHEW 6:33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
PHILIPPIANS 4:6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;
pastor said that we must be a spiritual person, and being spiritual means that we must have the mind of Christ, and we must pray more. i really think that prayer help us alot, wheneven i feel tired i will pray, whenever i feel sad i will pray. and when you let your requests be made known to God, God is going to answer your prayer. so let us pray loud and long. i really encourage everyone to come for the staff and leaders prayer meeting at least once per week, it will really help you to have a break through in your spiritual life! PRAY!!!!!
10:55 PM
Monday, July 7, 2008
this weekend is awesome and amazing, God is giving me lots of chances to grow.
saturday's discipleship class with ivan is awesome, he said that when he look at the namelist in this discipleship class, he decided to share about his own revelation when he was in church for 1 year, he said that we are just like the past him. ivan shared a very powerful sermon on five loaves and two fishes. it is a story about how Jesus use only five loaves and two fishes to feed five thousand people. everyone of us have our own five loaves and two fishes, it is our talent and strength. it might seem to be small to other people, but if you believe in God, and give your five loaves and two fishes, He is going to multiply them and use you. are you confident that God is going to use you? do you believe that God is going to use you? God created us for a purpose, God have a plan for every single one on this planet, we must be secure and confident in our ability, and when we are secure, faith will come. we must have confident in God's creation, we must have faith and believe that God has given everyone a gift of talent, just that we have to find out by ourselve. find out our five loaves and two fishes, and give them to God.
after my discipleship class, i went for getting started bible study, even though the things are very basic, but i really learnt alot from garrett, sometimes when we are trying to go up to another level, we usually forgot about our basic, i think this is a good chance for me to learn how to be a basic christian.
after bible study is service prayer meeting, it was awesome, the presence of God was there, i can felt it so strongly, God is there. pastor how said that hoGc is going to a whole new level, we pray so much that he can feel that the thickness of our spirit is getting stronger and stronger, we need to be prayer warriors!
after prayer meeting is saturday service with pastor how! the sermon is just too powerful, pastor how shared about spirituality. being spiritual is about the inside, not outside. being spiritual is about your character, and being spiritual is about having the mind of Christ. we must set our mind on the spirit! having the carnal mind is not being spiritual, and having carnal mind cannot please God, only faith can. a spiritual person is someone walk with peace and faith. do not ever doubt yourself, devil walk through your insecurity. at the end of the service, pastor how said something very powerful. "i don't need to prove to that i am the best pastor in the world, i don't need to prove that heart of God church is the best church. i don't care what other people say about me, i don't care what other people say about heart of God church. i am secure in God's love. i know that He is always there for us, and the only thing i need to know is that, God love us." i am so impacted by this. pastor also shared that the devil also try to attack people by the word "if", just like what he did to Jesus when Jesus is fasting for 40 days and 40 night. he said this to Jesus, "if you are the son of God, then you will turn all this stones to bread, prove to me." Jesus can easily do that, but He did not, because He is secure, He do not need to prove to the devil, He know that He is the son of God.
all these thing really goes into my heart, i must say this. i am a very insecure person, i always trying to prove something to other people, sometimes even to myself. whenever the devil says "if", i will always prove something, and all these are all wrong. i must know this, whatever i am doing, is all to glorify Him, and not to prove anything. i always think that i am just a ordinary person, i cannot do anything for church. i am not as outgoing as other people, i am not as spiritual as other people, i cannot lead people. i had been always trying to be other people, but now i know, i must be secure in God's love, i must have faith that God is going to use me, and my five loaves and two fishes are important to Him. i do not need to be other people, i just need to be myself. because God love me for who i am, and God have a plan for my life. after all this, i am going to change myself and renew my mind. now i can tell the whole world that, I LOVE THE WAY I AM and I AM SECURE IN GOD'S LOVE! everyone can be a miracle to God, He is waiting for us to give our five loaves and two fishes to Him. as a church builder, i am going to rise up and build the church together with all my leaders and pastors! ask yourself now, are you secure enough to say this, "I AM THE MIRACLE!"
at the end of this post, just want to share this amazing song with you, this is from serena. :) FIVE LOAVES AND TWO FISHES
A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening to the stories of one man He spoke with such wisdom even the kids could understand
The hours passed so quickly the day turned to night Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox at the little that he had He wasn't sure what good it'd do there were thousands to be fed
But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus the kindness in His smile and the boy cried out with the trust of a child he said:
"Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fears and inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all to feed them all"
I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small and I worry that the work I do means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands and every door that slams in my face I will offer up in prayer
So I'll give you every breath that I have Oh Lord, you can work miracles All that you need is my "Amen"
Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fears and inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all I hope it's not too small I trust in you I trust in you
Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fears and inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all no gift is too small
sorry for such a long post, see ya! :)
10:44 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
before i start to share about anything, please take a look at this. LOL. please! i am not attendence zero king ok? haha.is it really so shocking if i go to school?anyway, this few days i am quite happy, because school life is quite fun~ haha :D alot of funny things happen. today we stay back after school to study together, and i seem to be the only one studying, i am a nerd! and when we are going back that time, miss tan is scolding me for not handing in my homework and i heard a voice behind my back "GAO XIN CHI!!!" then i look behind, huang lao shi is there. LOL. no way for me to run, both side got teacher~ =.= then went for B zone meeting. reached church and saw a noob, and i had a little chat with her. haha. wah, our new restructure plan for B zone is cool stuff! and i am the new CG admin for B1, cool job~ ah! i am sad that i am no longer in hong kai's usher team, the message he send me really make me feel like crying. hong kai~ i will miss you~ i will work hard and rise up in usher ministry, one day i will be a SL like you. :) nowadays God is really giving me lots of opportunity to grow myself. BMT(B), Getting Started Bible Study and new discipleship class! haha. i am so happy~ ok~ i have to go and eat my supper before i go and sleep. see ya tomorrow! (i am going to school!)
11:18 PM
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"WHY SO SERIOUS?" haha. so cool! 
i admit that he is abit "disgusting", but trust me, he is cool. Heath Ledger is such a professional actor, i read a article that talks about him. as he want to act out the character - joker perfectly, he lock himself in the hotel room for 3months, without going out, and he did not sleep for whole 3months. he look into the heart of a clown and try to imitate the joker in whatever things he do. he lock himself up in the room for 3months without sleeping, just to make himself mad, just like the joker. and he did not disappoint us, the joker is perfect. if you really look inside this character, you will think that Heath Ledger is such a good actor. but the sad thing is, he died after he complete the movie, that is wasted. everybody! go and watch this movie! THE DARK KNIGHT! haha! :).jpg)
it look nice right? it is delicious, believe me! hahaha~ jianming, peiwei, janise, ock and me went to jiaxian house yesterday, had fun there. i fall asleep halfway when i am resting on his bed, LOL. last week's Acadamic Excellence inspired me to study, i am serious! i had decided to follow the study rule and study 15hours everyweek, i will not pon school anymore, i will not sleep during lesson anymore and i will do my homework! i am serious! from now onwards, you will not be able to see me sleep during lesson! hahaha! i think i must start to do workplan everyweek, so that i am able to plan my life. life is simple, but during this simple life, we also must have a strong relationship with God. i think quiet time is really important, no matter how tired i am, i will still do my quiet time everyday, if there is somebody at home, i will go to the carpark near by to pray. reading bible is also very important, because God often speak to us through the bible. we must know how to live life! haha. doing quiet time, reading bible is all about being faithful. today i just want to talk abit about being faithful. faith and faithful is two different thing. in the dictionary, faithful means strict or thorough in the performance of duty. firstly, our God is faithful! let us look at the bible
is it really so shocking if i go to school? anyway, this few days i am quite happy, because school life is quite fun~ haha :D alot of funny things happen. today we stay back after school to study together, and i seem to be the only one studying, i am a nerd! and when we are going back that time, miss tan is scolding me for not handing in my homework and i heard a voice behind my back "GAO XIN CHI!!!" then i look behind, huang lao shi is there. LOL. no way for me to run, both side got teacher~ =.= then went for B zone meeting. reached church and saw a noob, and i had a little chat with her. haha. wah, our new restructure plan for B zone is cool stuff! and i am the new CG admin for B1, cool job~ ah! i am sad that i am no longer in hong kai's usher team, the message he send me really make me feel like crying. hong kai~ i will miss you~ i will work hard and rise up in usher ministry, one day i will be a SL like you. :) nowadays God is really giving me lots of opportunity to grow myself. BMT(B), Getting Started Bible Study and new discipleship class! haha. i am so happy~ ok~ i have to go and eat my supper before i go and sleep. see ya tomorrow! (i am going to school!)
