after talking to jian ming on the phone yesterday, feel much better. i also knew what am i lacking to be a leader, character and attitude. i must stop emo-ing! so today i was 80% back, 20% emo because i am fasting, those who know me well will know that i can't be happy without food. 10 more mins to break fast! not breakfast, is break fast. even sometimes i will still think of that stupid thing, but i never show it out! i must learn how to keep all the sorrow to myself and lift them to God. yesterday when i was reading my bible, (going to finish the book of Matthew..) one verse just hit me. MATTHEW 21:22 And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive. such a powerful verse, we can't just pray, we must have faith to believe that God will answer our prayer, and He is answering to our prayer. FAITH!! by faith, we can overcome the world. i had decided to fast on every wednesday, to build my inner man. i reach home quite early today, so hungry until i feel like fainting. i turn on my favourite worship song "heart of worship" and dwelt in the presence of God, i felt it. it was good and it help me overcome the temptation. Lord, eventhough my flesh might be weak, but my spirit is strong, with You in my heart, all things are possible. i love worshiping God, it just make me feel better. today had a nice chat with ock during SS. he is awesome, he just grow so much and i can't even believe my own eyes. all thanks to God, who change people's life. eventhough this period of time i am very emo, but i learn alot. just want to say thanks to some people who show concern to me during this period of time.
to lala: thanks for hearing all my stupid problems, thanks for your concern and care for me, thanks for letting me feel that there are someone who i can rely on, thanks alot, really! you always make me feel better! =) to peiwei: thanks for the cute picture you draw for me, eventhough i think i look better than him, thanks for the concern given by you! thanks! to ock: thanks for your concern that day, i feel better already. thanks for opening your heart to God and let Him change your life. i am so proud of you. to debbie: thanks for your concern this few days, thanks for all your stupid stories, thanks for praying for my guitar! thanks! to eric: thanks for your joke this few days, thanks for your concern. and i did not smoke or drink! =) to carey: i was shock when i receive your message that day, thanks for your concern. thanks for always talk to me whenever you see that i am alone. eventhough we are from different church. but we are all serving God! let's grow together. to kavin: thanks for entertain me these few days, we like to suan each other, but it's fun! thanks man! and of course, to jian ming: thanks for chatting with me yesterday, i really learn alot from you. thanks for always disciple me and let me follow you, it's such a privilege to serve God under you. there are still many things for me to learn before i can rise up in B1, keep discipling me! thanks jian ming!
feel that i should read my bible before i break fast. i love my bible! anyway, XINCHI IS BACK!
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XINCHI
06 JAN 1992
CLEMENTI TOWN SEC
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HEART OF GOD CHURCH
B1
USHER MINISTRY
