i just came back from AI conference, it is very powerful. i am on usher today, and it is really tiring today, but it's fun! learn alot of new stuff today. yesterday, after talking to jian ming, wei le and wei ling from 11PM to 2.30AM. felt much better, when i was about to sleep, i start to reflect on myself. these few days i really did alot of stupid things, what am i doing? and i get one conclusion, i just think too much... alot of things just flooded my mind this few days, and i start to get tired of my life, but i have God with me! so everything is going to be alright. i learnt how to keep all the sorrow to myself, and lift them to God. i cannot show my emotion to others, lift them to God and let Him solve it. nowadays really alot of problems, and i had found out the reason for it. it's the stupid satan who is trying to destroy my life. i must admit that he almost hit his target, but now i am strong in God. he can't do anything to my life, because i have God. sometimes, we might just feel stress and tired about our life. but it is normal, who live a problem free life? no one, but we must always remember this, what is the difference about us and other people in the world? we have God with us, and He is our saviour. He will always help us, so seek Him! God is just amazing, if u experience it, you will know. i don't know how others think about me, maybe they will feel weird, why xinchi's blog is always about God and church? you know why? because i simply love Him with all my heart and all my souls. you won't know how He change my life and how much He had done for me. He is my LORD, forever and ever. nowadays really don't know how to control my mind, it just seem to be out of my control. but thanks to all my leaders and friends, and of course, God! i had think through everything, and decided to be myself, just be myself. that's all. i don't need to think about other stuff, i had been thinking too much le... you won't know the biggest secret in my mind, and i don't wish to tell anyone. it just irritated me alot, and i just simply cannot control myself to stop thinking about it... but i will lift it to God, and let Him settle everything. ok, change topic. i have a new vision now! i want to be a SL in usher by next year, cool right? yeah~ =) i love USHER!! that's all i want to say today.. bye!
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XINCHI
06 JAN 1992
CLEMENTI TOWN SEC
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HEART OF GOD CHURCH
B1
USHER MINISTRY
