this weekend is awesome and amazing, God is giving me lots of chances to grow.
saturday's discipleship class with ivan is awesome, he said that when he look at the namelist in this discipleship class, he decided to share about his own revelation when he was in church for 1 year, he said that we are just like the past him. ivan shared a very powerful sermon on five loaves and two fishes. it is a story about how Jesus use only five loaves and two fishes to feed five thousand people. everyone of us have our own five loaves and two fishes, it is our talent and strength. it might seem to be small to other people, but if you believe in God, and give your five loaves and two fishes, He is going to multiply them and use you. are you confident that God is going to use you? do you believe that God is going to use you? God created us for a purpose, God have a plan for every single one on this planet, we must be secure and confident in our ability, and when we are secure, faith will come. we must have confident in God's creation, we must have faith and believe that God has given everyone a gift of talent, just that we have to find out by ourselve. find out our five loaves and two fishes, and give them to God.
after my discipleship class, i went for getting started bible study, even though the things are very basic, but i really learnt alot from garrett, sometimes when we are trying to go up to another level, we usually forgot about our basic, i think this is a good chance for me to learn how to be a basic christian.
after bible study is service prayer meeting, it was awesome, the presence of God was there, i can felt it so strongly, God is there. pastor how said that hoGc is going to a whole new level, we pray so much that he can feel that the thickness of our spirit is getting stronger and stronger, we need to be prayer warriors!
after prayer meeting is saturday service with pastor how! the sermon is just too powerful, pastor how shared about spirituality. being spiritual is about the inside, not outside. being spiritual is about your character, and being spiritual is about having the mind of Christ. we must set our mind on the spirit! having the carnal mind is not being spiritual, and having carnal mind cannot please God, only faith can. a spiritual person is someone walk with peace and faith. do not ever doubt yourself, devil walk through your insecurity. at the end of the service, pastor how said something very powerful. "i don't need to prove to that i am the best pastor in the world, i don't need to prove that heart of God church is the best church. i don't care what other people say about me, i don't care what other people say about heart of God church. i am secure in God's love. i know that He is always there for us, and the only thing i need to know is that, God love us." i am so impacted by this. pastor also shared that the devil also try to attack people by the word "if", just like what he did to Jesus when Jesus is fasting for 40 days and 40 night. he said this to Jesus, "if you are the son of God, then you will turn all this stones to bread, prove to me." Jesus can easily do that, but He did not, because He is secure, He do not need to prove to the devil, He know that He is the son of God.
all these thing really goes into my heart, i must say this. i am a very insecure person, i always trying to prove something to other people, sometimes even to myself. whenever the devil says "if", i will always prove something, and all these are all wrong. i must know this, whatever i am doing, is all to glorify Him, and not to prove anything. i always think that i am just a ordinary person, i cannot do anything for church. i am not as outgoing as other people, i am not as spiritual as other people, i cannot lead people. i had been always trying to be other people, but now i know, i must be secure in God's love, i must have faith that God is going to use me, and my five loaves and two fishes are important to Him. i do not need to be other people, i just need to be myself. because God love me for who i am, and God have a plan for my life. after all this, i am going to change myself and renew my mind. now i can tell the whole world that, I LOVE THE WAY I AM and I AM SECURE IN GOD'S LOVE! everyone can be a miracle to God, He is waiting for us to give our five loaves and two fishes to Him. as a church builder, i am going to rise up and build the church together with all my leaders and pastors! ask yourself now, are you secure enough to say this, "I AM THE MIRACLE!"
at the end of this post, just want to share this amazing song with you, this is from serena. :) FIVE LOAVES AND TWO FISHES
A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening to the stories of one man He spoke with such wisdom even the kids could understand
The hours passed so quickly the day turned to night Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox at the little that he had He wasn't sure what good it'd do there were thousands to be fed
But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus the kindness in His smile and the boy cried out with the trust of a child he said:
"Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fears and inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all to feed them all"
I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small and I worry that the work I do means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands and every door that slams in my face I will offer up in prayer
So I'll give you every breath that I have Oh Lord, you can work miracles All that you need is my "Amen"
Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fears and inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all I hope it's not too small I trust in you I trust in you
Take my five loaves and two fishes Do with it as you will I surrender Take my fears and inhibitions All my burdens, my ambitions You can use it all no gift is too small
sorry for such a long post, see ya! :)
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XINCHI
06 JAN 1992
CLEMENTI TOWN SEC
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HEART OF GOD CHURCH
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USHER MINISTRY
